*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

I can see the first leafs falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

Outside it's no raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes......
Your gone

*Chorus*
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

*Repeat Chorus*

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing
If u leave me
But I do
Feel I will
Miss u much
miss u much.....

~while driving to school last week i listen to this song and started bursting out into tears..really like it very much coz it's so meaningful.....i'm a big big girl~






Mood raya masih ada lagi..aku baru je habis marking paper trial spm.Lepas dah berapa hari tido tak nyenyak,then makan banyak (sebab tension ),hari ni semua dah setel.Banyak lagi keja tak siap sebenarnya tapi ignore jer dulu sebab still dalam mood raya....trying so hard to make myself happy..have to forget everything even it's not easy...





Dah lama tak sempat nak update blog..jai pun dah bising2..memang tak sempat sangat,dengan keja sekolah ang makin bertambah,got personal problem lagi...so sekarang mcm ada masa free skit so kira sempat le nak upload gambar2 sepanjang ramadhan.Berbuka puasa di Jb dengan mommy-to-be isma,jai ( budak comel ) then ct.Fav spot aku for sure nando's di tebrau City
( sebab air ice lemon tea dia boleh refill )hehehhehe.Tahunni la paling malas sekali sebab memang xsempat masak, ( malas kot perkataan paling sesuai ).Kadang2 nak masak macam membazir sebab kadang-kadang tak habis..so better pegi pasar ramadhan, beli air durian belanda ( mmg best ! ), nasi ambeng,kadang2 cukupla dengan murtabak..tapikan murtabak kat bp ni kureng best skit kalau banding dengan kat Perlis..huhuhu..marah org Bp..apapun, ramadahan 2009 ni banyak memberikan kenangan pahit dan manis.....semoga apa yang terjadi menjadikan aku lebih matang...terima kasih kepada kawan2 yang tetap berada bersama saat susah dan senang.














After a few weeks of training,now the time already come...the competition was held at the Bp Mall main stage on 12.8.2009 ( Wednesday ).Unfortunately our team didn't win but for me SDBL Aerobic team are the winner...i love all the girls so much, furthermore they put so much efforts and sacrifice their times.The two gals ( very talkatives,beautiful,cute bla bla2 but extremely creative ) Li En and Hui Ping really helps alot and i really admired both of them sooooo much.thanks girls...ashqira , shakirin , ayu, li en,Hui Ping,amirza,zuhaili, amelia and to my most adorable,cute sis, Jai..thanks alot...u make me believe that nothing is possible.and here is their performance.....taraa...



Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship. But such a love doesn't always stay platonic. Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line, between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult......every decision brings a price, and often that price brings sadness when two friends must part for a time....




Life hands us many different things, good and bad. One of the greatest gifts we receive is the love of a good friend.Thanks to all my friends for all the supports,love and caring...love all of u very much..










Finish already...
wow weee.....

Hot mummy to-be isma , ct and me
Today ( Sunday, 9.8.09 ) four of us , isma , ct , jai and myself went to Kluang RailCoffee just to have a coffee, a toast with a half-boiled eggs.It is one of our fav spots..even it took about almost 1 hour from Bp to get there but it's really worth it....so it's gals day's out..wehaaa!